This is hard

This is the longest I've ever stuck to a plan to lost weight before and it sucks! I LOVE losing weight, but I hate not eating good food and choking down protein shakes and taking millions of vitamins and drinking so much water. 


I've lost my cravings for sugar for the time being.  I had some muffins yesterday and they had real sugar (usually I use organic at least), and I had the worst headache all day yesterday.


So basically, after a month I think I'm finally learning that losing weight and being healthy is worth the hassle.  I want to be better and healthier and more outgoing and adventurous and have more energy.  And if that means I can't have fun with food, then that's what I have to do.


Next week will be a tough one for me.  We're going on vacation and my mind is already basing it around the good food.  I have one week to get my head in the right place.  Don't get me wrong -- everyone deserves some yummy food every once in a while -- I just have to remember that every meal doesn't have to be fun on vacation! 


HALF WAY through the challenge!  I CAN DO IT...I CAN DO IT....I CAN DO IT....